Top 10's

Top 10 things I'm thankful for today
10. Books to read
9. Clothes to wear
8. A bed to sleep in
7. Food to eat
6. Education
5. AMAZING friends
4. NewSpring-the most PHENOMENAL church ever
3. Ignite Middle School Ministry
2. My (off-the-chain) family
1. God, who is bigger than I could ever imagine!

and random Top 10...for no obvious reason, whatsoever! (wink, wink)

Top 10 things that make a first date unforgettable
10. Good food
9. Bun warmers in car seats
8. Random questions
7. Old School
6. References to Talladega Nights
5. Laying/Spinning in the street
4. A search for coffee that ends up at a gas station
3. Watching some metal object get SMACKED by a train
2. Waiting on the train
1. A gentleman

Have a WONDERFUL Thanksgiving!

Deliriously

So, I started this blog once already...and then completely deleted everything because I was rambling. I'm in a such a delirious state, in awe of God and in need of sleep. In awe of God because I love when He takes control of even the minute details in life and conducts a symphony that is so sweet, I can't help but dance. He orchestrates everything perfectly, in His time. It's simply beautiful. Also, I'm deliriously in need of sleep because I stayed up late studying for my big religion test. With that being said, it's time I hit the hay. I'm out like the lights...it's bedtime for Bonzo.

The Screwtape Letters

In what little spare time I have, I am reading THE SCREWTAPE LETTERS by C.S. Lewis. The book is brilliantly written as a collection of letters from one demon to another. The "affectionate Uncle SCREWTAPE" is writing to his nephew Wormword about tempting a man who has recently been saved. The letters are woven with tips on how the nephew can tempt this man from his new found faith. There are so many profound ideas that I would never have conceived of had this book not been written from this specific perspective. Through the first few letters, I was made fully aware of areas in my life where I am suseptable to the enemy. Screwtape even advises ways to distract the man from prayer. Maybe I'm just naive, but I had no idea that I could be under attack while I was praying. I had experienced this before, not knowing that it was an attack, merely assuming that I was easily distracted. The more I read, the more I am being made aware of my weaknesses. Praise God! I don't want to stay the same and be content in my walk. I want grow daily, and growing daily is going to take God constantly refining me like silver-putting me to the heat and watching the impurities rise to the top as he scrapes them away. It's really amazing to see how God is changing my life constantly, not only in the big picture, but in the little parts that really make a difference. I'm truly glad that He is a stickler for details!

I ♥ Denny's

So, October came and went in the blink of an eye. I've been so brilliantly busy this semester that I've hardly had the time to write. As I sit here at 1 AM on the first day of November, I'm in a reflective state of mind. I say this semester has been brilliantly busy. Not to say that I haven't been frustrated, anxious, and even a little bit overwhelmed in some moments, but overall my God has been SO faithful. Even in the midst of the grind of every day, I am utterly blessed with amazing friends and surrounded by people never cease to support me. Not only do I have amazing friends, but I also have a God who loves me and has chosen me to serve Him in SO many spectacular ways. I am just in awe of God. When I feel as if my stomach has turned inside out and my brain is spinning in a million different directions, God has a plan. I rest on this.
Tonight I had a talk with my dear friend Cida over cappucinno at Denny's. We were convinced that we were going to study, but that didn't happen. Lately, I've been slightly confused on a certain subject, but WOW does our Lord prevail. After a God-filled conversation with Miss Cida I feel a renewed hope and trust in my God and His plan for me. It's really breathtaking to know that no matter how many times you may hear a message, no matter how much you think you know...God can blow you away with one simple coversation. Praise God for Denny's and french vanilla cappuccino. Praise God for PHENOMENAL (hehe) friends. **SIGH** With that, I'm out light the lights...it's time for bed, YO!

Am I ready?

And yet again...it's been a while. Life has been crazy-hectic. I think I somehow hit the switch and changed things into overdrive. My fifth semester @ AU is halfway over, ALREADY! I feel as if I just came back to school and I find myself studying for midterm exams. What on earth did I miss?! I seriously feel like I don't sit down for a minute, ok I'm sitting down right now, but that's not the point. I'm at work, one of my two jobs here on campus. This one just so happens to be student library assistant. (No nerd comments, please) I'm constantly on the move. I'm on a pair of roller blades on a down hill slope, with no brakes and no where soft to plant my tush. So, I just have to suck it up an roll with it; drinking in the moments as best I can as the flash before me. Wow, I just wish things would slow down a bit. I only have a year and a half left in college. A year and a half before the...GULP...real world. Am I ready?
That seems to be the question of the year for me! Am I ready to take this test? Am I ready to go to work? Am I ready to teach at campus groups? Am I ready to date? So many decisions. What's a girl to do? Thank God I can pray...if not I think I would I would have already been shipped to the luney bin. My Lord, my God is my strength and my song. I would be lost without him and his consistancy! With that, I'm out like my free time.