Over the edge

I'm so glad that I am a new person in Christ. In the past I would put my emotions in the hands of boys who I thought cared about me and leave it up to them to make me happy. Now I have joy rather than happiness. A joy that can only come from God. Happiness is based on a situation...and right now I don't got any (isn't that a beautiful sentence coming from an English major?). Anywho, the point is that guys have always let me down. I'm over the edge now and it is going to take A LOT to let anybody get anywhere remotely close to my heart. In fact, my heart is SO hidden in Christ now that a guy is going to have to go through God to get to it! I like this. :-) On that note, I'm out like my heart used to be on my sleeve!